Saturday, August 30, 2008
12:42 AM
Assalammualaikum para orang orang musLim... and to my fellow brothers of isLam too...HELO! to all the the beautifuL, wonderfuL people ..Aiseyman...I know that recently or previously all of my past posts were all buLL shits! There were 2 posts that u all might be jeering at it? laughing at it? ignore bout it? throwing harsh vulgarities at it? I dont noe.. The post which goes like this ''ei kuailos milos el tomatoes jubos 2 times pie ar square bla.. bla.. bla.. '' U all might not understand what the heLL am i talking about.. i dont understand it too.. haha. I was just throwing wadever rubbish i can think of for that post.. I actuali wanna post something proper, but cant tink of aniting.. hahaha.Alrite... The fasting month wiLL begin at 1 Sept and i reaLLy got to be ready for it.. DAMN!!! all those sinfuL things i did after all this 8 months, i got to really put an end to it. I noticed that i really have done alot of bad bad things, sinfuL things.. masyallah.. and this TEMPTATIONS!!! DAMN!!! I did told to myself to stop it,not to do it again as this is the last and last of all but after each day passes by, i stiLL repeatedly did it again.. and stiLL told myself to not to do it again.. So each day goes on and on like that.Not just that, i also did not did my 5 times a day prayers. Mostly i manage to do onLy subuh and maghrib prayers.. RareLy i did my zuhur,asar and ishak prayers.. Sometimes it turns out the other way round. Example: i did my subuh, zuhur and asar prayers but i left out maghrib and ishak, and the next day i just did subuh, maghrib and ishak. Zuhur and Asar i left out. When that happened, i was asking to myself ''Asal nari ngn semalam terbalek?? ''(''why did it became the opposite as for today and yesterday?? '') I started to feel uneasy as i skip alot of prayers. One solution when that problem comes that is i went to the mosque.. I just came for ishak prayer onLy as i always reached home around 7pm plus. In the mosque i get to calm my self down and tottaLy reLax, but when i wanted to went back home , god (ALLAH) give an instant test on me.Cobaan la.. Dugaan.. As i was on my way home, 2 beautifuL HOT chinese girls was infront of me.. Jambu woi! i look at them once and i look down trying to resist. But its just too hard for me, i end up staring at them all the way tiLL i walk the other way. It was pleasure at first but end up started to regret for what the HECK i just did. This year is a sinfUL year for me. Alot of challenges had came across me for this year and many of them i did not manage to overcome. DID MANAGE TO FAIL MYSELF!!! AND END UP DOING THINGS WHCIH I PROMISE NOT TO DO AGAIN!!! DAMN!!! Everyday i keep on praying that ALLAH will banish for whatever sins i did, stay away from sinfuL things, strengthen my iman,make it grew STRONG! and alot more. So this year of fasting month i wiLL and i wiLL fuLfiLL,accomplish,complete the task i must do! AND STAY AWAY FROM SINFUL THINGS!!! Not onLy during the month of ramadhan(fasting month) i have to be in this way but for the rest of my life... Ameen Ameen Yarabbal Alameen...
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